Please don't go

I just finished writing a note to my best friend in her yearbook. This is something I have done every year, but this time it is different. On June 3 she is moving to Virginia. This time the note was much longer and as soon as I finished and signed my name, I started bawling. Before that moment it had never registered in my mind that she is leaving. Suddenly it hit and I couldn't control myself. I can't imagine what it will be like to say goodbye. That day will be one of the hardest days of my life.
We have been best friends for the past five years, and now she is leaving and I will probably only see her a couple more times in my entire life! I can't imagine what it is going to be like next year. She won't be in my Spanish class, like she has been for the last three years, she won't be there for all of the senior things, she won't be there for my birthday, the list goes on and on. I just wish she didn't have to leave. I am not ready to say goodbye.